At one point during my time here at BYU I thought I was
going to graduate in a major that is different than the one I currently have
declared. My previous
major—International Relations—heavily emphasized political science, a foreign
language, and economics. Fortunately for
me, I found myself comfortably proficient in the first two subjects, however
economics was not yet a strong suit.
Professor Kearl did an excellent job at persuading me to
switch my major.
I am kidding, of course.
However after a very diffi
cult semester trying to understand a subject
matter so bewildering and foreign to me, I had to sit myself down and have a
coming to terms.
During a self-reflection, I laid out my career goals and then
weighed my strengths and talents against my weaknesses. With my uncertainty in understanding in
economic principles, I begin persuading myself that International Relations was
not the major for me. I recalled several
fleeting moments throughout the semester—usually when I was reading my textbook
or completing my homework—when I thought to myself, “I don’t think I want to do
this for the rest of my professional life.”
Unbeknownst to me, I had been priming and conditioning myself for the
final moment and the end of the semester when I was debating a change in
course.
After some investigation I discovered a new major that could
help me reach the same career I aspire for while covering valuable subject
material. Now, a year and a half later, I am well on my way through the Communications
major and apply to the Public Relations program at the end of this very week. The experience was valuable to me. I learned that taking a different track and
going with Plan B is not necessarily a bad thing. Through reason and strategy I am able to
persuade myself in different directions while still being very aware of my
intent and purpose.
Sometimes we can convince ourselves by taking the time to really figure out what it is we want and enjoy. While the professors had an influence on you, I think ultimately you let yourself be persuaded by what you actually like and don't like. Persuasion by trial and error and self reflection is a great way to choose things.
ReplyDeleteSometimes we can convince ourselves by taking the time to really figure out what it is we want and enjoy. While the professors had an influence on you, I think ultimately you let yourself be persuaded by what you actually like and don't like. Persuasion by trial and error and self reflection is a great way to choose things.
ReplyDeleteIt's amazing how we sometimes feel an obligation to certain things because we have put so much time into it, and because it is such a 'good' thing. Good for you that you were willing to take a leap of faith and strive for something you could get behind. Good luck this week.
ReplyDeleteHaha, Professor Kearl has changed the career paths of many of my friends. But, sometimes it takes experiences like that to really question what you're getting yourself into. Those moments of trial often cause moments of reflection that allow you to persuade yourself into reconsidering your plans.
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